sake/sushi& blueMugs

on the table i am writing-there is a blue mug from my first set of plates i bought my first year out of college; irony is what the blue mug has come to symbolize. i would have Given anything for mini-sex--when sake & sushi could make up for any Mistake. i sit here calming my frazzled nerves after a week best saved for my novel.

the blue mug & the set landed on the steps of goodwill a year ago with a pair of sheets that would always bring me a 21-day lover. my track record proves i tend to give my heart to the biggest Loser in the room, alcoholics, sweet emotional abusers & men who just want the girlfriend experience without Actually Having one. until this past year when no guy reached first gear, no drunken foolery accomplished anything but another drink. a good friend of mine

sat down for one those hearty, realistic girl-to-girl talks the other night, talking about wanting It All: LTR's, co-habitation& kids. i don't think my bio clock has been sped up! i haven't been up for romantic, over-priced dinners where i am sold down the river of i am good guy-Really! i go out selectively & @ last count haven't shut down a bar in over a year. this is a boards of canada tapped out before 2am.

after libby's conviction, martha stewart's ankle bracelet & watching the oldest form of deception: greedy, mafia glossed crooked property owners who can afford to detail their fifty thousand cars but are unable to reimburse tenants for necessities such as Functioning toilets. hiring brand name law firms who use outdated 1973 tenant laws to sway progressively corrupt commissioners.

strangers have referred to me as goody girl because i don't smoke pot, have random promiscuous sex, part-take in addictive designer drugs even when they have come served on toilets in million dollar mansions. i thought of writing that everyone Makes Mistakes, over-Used cliché wrought & miss-used on daily talk shows. viewing myself havingEhics one can make Mistakes,

Clinton's IT question, cheating, discrimination AreN't signs of what i constitute as Ethically responsible behavior. ethically challenged: people that believe either wearing a robe, carrying a badge, holding onto your heart, their behavior was just a Mistake, Accidental (how many of us know someone that says that?)Vindictive Defamation (we all have Those X's) & those that use OJ Simpson method: glove doesn't fit & hire name only law firms they can hide behind: These types of people are Ethically Challenged.

i Own my Mistakes: text messages over medical issues, anger, how close i once came to alcoholism, that perFect doesn't Exist. viewing How the Spartans that did everything on their Own word (the movie 300)-that if taken wrongly could kill you. society has become gravely challenged by Ethics: paris hilton, ann coulter, donald trump, spewing epithets, harassment & a list as long as my arm. a few weeks ago a pothead was pulled over for a dui in texas, he admitted Guilt for his dui &

asked the cops if they had seen his rolling papers referring to his weed stash. they found his weed stash & he ended up in jail. i commend him for his Honesty @ the wrong time. this Fundamental Value is No longer Trendy in our society where one canBuy an Fake alibi to avoid detection of cheating by a spouse. the Next time you Forget to pay electronic meter, cheat, lie under oath, challenge Authority, forget someone's Birthday-Be Honest don't become someone who's Ethically Challenged ankle bracelets aren't Sexy.