1.06.2006

LoveIsBrighterThanSunshine

hey, ya'll.....hope you had a safe, happy holiday; i made a second batch of meatballs that beat out the one in my last entry. secret recipe(you'll have to marry me to get it, sorry.) well, this a multi faceted entry as there has been a few things have made me think lately; let me re-state for the record that internet dating is over-rated. a few things have changed, my company is now official, my so-called dull life has changed, & i finally made a marmalade show. i received an interesting box from my mother for christmas, the cookies where great as was the 3lbs of imported chocolate; as for whatelse was in the box, i will just say that it was disappointing but proved what i have known for a longtime that my parents have no idea who i am becoming or who i am.

i have noticed recently Etiquette is goingDownthe drain; a boy recently got into my personal space over a seat in a coffee house that was nearly empty; spitting on public transportation, besides the fact that this is a felony, there is a reason that there are camera's on city buses here, duh! etiquette is blase-it's as if rudeness is theNewblack. how few people have tact in public places, even over the smallest things. i adore my new apartment but not my downstairs neighbor who listens to terrible music & has more than once treated my building as if it is a underclass dorm, or the barista barely paying attention as she poured my coffee, destroying a konaMocha-that should be blasphemous, come on ruin kona? another example is how people

@ the post office either ask redundant questions-like today, this noxious older gentleman who asked if he put $3.5o, into the vending machine in bills(of course) if he'd get his stamps(is he really that dumb? i doubt it-just a Narcissist out for Freshair.) maybe the bagladies: women who shop & must show off their purchases, can't get on the bus because they can barely manage what they bought. another favorite thing that i have enjoyed watching lately is women who can't walk in heels, walking like ducks down the street as they are barely able to walk; but who will look@ my crocs like iam freak cause Iam not walkingFunny--i missed that part-commonsense people....? no, don't answer that.

another favorite of mine, is BadWriting in movies, say the so-called script for KingKong, where did they dig up the writer, 90210? as a writer myself, i was mortified by this movie, who got more scripted pitches on access hollywood: an entire 2weeks; gawd. i haven't heard that much gasping & panting since i saw a porn, blond actor who played Kong's babe; she was treated the way little 2year olds will fling dolls across the room -the highlight of this terrible movie--however the jurassicPark relics that had an epically bad fight with Kong. among other bad editing tactics was poor blue screen editing & the line where the hasBeen SaturdayNightLive actor says to the cast that's not dead on skull island that they're going to find Kong& girl for some random extra's mother, pleeeeease.

here's another peeve i have, how men no matter how good looking they think they are; expect women to send them pictures of themselves using lame verbs to justify this practice of harvesting pictures. it's not enough that internet porn is considered as addictive as meth, coke and a few other manufactured drugs that are on the market. how this lovely addiction is ruining marriages, destroying relationship & making natural looking women obsolete, such as myself. i don't respect porn in the same way i don't respect stripClubs. i read an article a few months ago, about how women such as myself, make girl money-how some men want women reflected on leave it Tobeaver, stay @ home power mom, Expected to sacrifice their identities for men, & Theircareers. as a 21Century female i greatly resent this, as when i have money iDo pay, i even insist on it.

i am dating again-spent yesterday afternoon locking lips all over the city& shopping in one of my favorite stores, eating one of the most sinful slices of cake i have in a longTime. it was raining, something i only noticed when we sat on the last bus. love is brighter than sunshine; a song by aqualung that has better writing than Kong. :0*