PomeGranateSeeds

i peeled a pomegranate the other night-savouring the seeds, grateful for the changes in my life, that i have found happiness without having to be with someone to do so; even though i am back on the dating scene. finally. i will not be disclosing anything unless it makes for a great story-i will say one thing though. he's sweet. my company is progressing forward, in tiny steps, i am currently working on a bid for a project. fingers crossed. i made a poor choice this weekend & encountered meanness i haven't seen since grade school. i will only say this-karma makes rounds.

feeling the pomegranate seeds in my hands, alone & safe was awesome, in that 80's feris bueller kind of way. i nearly broke in my new bed, found a tender lover that states things sometimes as bluntly as me; but it's teaching me something. i doubt love, with a track record i am not proud of and exlovers that spin like small tornadoes with their brokenHearts & bitterness. bitterness i have found the ability to forgive them for. i won't hold my breath, or write that i think that the guy i am currently seeing is part of the fantastic four-has some sort mesmerizing power, he's adorable& human.

i have discovered something recently that no one is perfect, that everyday i encounter imperfections in everything. something i used make an issue of with everyone. seeing flaws are like steps the seeds of pomegranate, or leaves swirling in north wind of fall. i saw someone recently who greeted me with venom, spewing it @ me. i was taken aback, because no matter how much he may push i will always love him.

wind recently came in sweeping through the sound making whitecaps on the sound, tree's where dancing in the wind, beach was empty, people had their heads down shielding themselves. i love wind, where i grew up back east; the minute i felt the sting of north wind i'd walk along the water, if it was snowing, raining or in the eye of the hurricanes that swept through where i lived. wind makes me feel alive, reminds me that things change & that they constantly do. change and flaws are all part of everything. mistakes can either be good or bad-it has nothing to do with the glass being half full or empty just what you do with it.