fibbers

someone was kind enough to lob a trojanhorse into my laptop this week; i think i have 2 of them in fact. for the past 24hours my laptop has been in off position which relates to how i currently view dating. it also seems that the so-called police department in seattle is truly living up to it's soured reputation; if what i have been experiencing the past 2months is any indication of the kind of corruptionthat is taking place.

i have never been revictimized when my concerns where & have been legitimate the way i was a few weeks back. i will put it all of you this way. remember the catholic church scandal a few years back & how they would move pedophilic priests from one parish to another-which of course doesn't prevent an already active pedophile to stop using little boys for sex. that's what the police department does in seattle.

a few years back they where sued for misconduct and brutality from the WTO protests & where supposed to overhaul the police department. i say supposed because it has never happened. i was assaulted back in april and the primary officer who i will refer to as the backstabbing 8th grader-not only didn't make arrest; also tried to discredit me on the police report. when i brought this up to a aggressive, fat & unhappy internal affairs sargeantnot deserving of his job or his title. he not only revictimized me on the phone-but has

since contacted the precinct on my side of the city attempting to salvage the what is to come by making my medical issues-all documented & a confession into making me into a fibber. the problem with that is i haven't fibbed since i was a child-& as an adult survivor of domestic violence i stopped lying after i was nearly killed a decade ago. i find this kind of petty behavior disturbing; as i am still in physical therapy & will remain there till the end of the summer.

there's only 2ways someone can get a neck spasm-one is from whiplash in a car accident& the other is from being manhandled/assaulted. hence, the victim is now the fibber-sad to see how improper the police department handles active cases of domestic violence. in another instance i have an email from my abuser where a detective within the police department told him that he could openly harass me online because of thisJournal.

yeah, that's right a domestic violence detective who not only embraces the abuser & but also tells him to harass me online. the email is such a bomb it's saved-containing this very professional detectives name. what does this tell me. that they're doing everything they can to discredit me as i am viewed by them as a threat. when someone becomes a threat to a corrupt system this is the usual course of action. even our president elect does it-in order for the rest of us to avoid seeing the atrocities in iraq.

there has been days where i have wished that i was fibber-that taking flexorol & over 600mg of aleve a day for 5weeks was fun!!! having my sleep hampered as it hurts to sleep on my right & has since april. i could also talk about how i have had to modify my working & day to day habits. i am weight restricted & for the first time in 17years of cross training can't go running-as it's re-inflaming injury. i usual run over 18miles a week.

i was theatened & told i should be grateful my abuser didn't try to harm with a knife, threatened over this journal when i know the law & would never decribe the fat, overly corrupt sargeants & police men in detail-or post their names. the same kind man told me that i Enjoyed my Victim status, i don't enjoy losing sleep, or my activities that i had just begun enjoying again after having surgery in march.

i wish i was all the unprofessional names this Ubercorrupt establishment is trying to call me-i pity them & their hatred & fear of women. men who obviously have these issues shouldn't be working with victims of domestic violence they should working inside jails making money selling drugs to inmates.